Hot damn, it’s Tuesday isn’t it?

Holy crap. I’m sorry guys. This whole week. Man, I don’t even know what day it is right now. Sorry about that!

Okay. So. Spur of the moment blog post.

Okay.

Okay.

I got nothing.

Aaaaabsolutely nothing.

And you know what, sometimes that’s how my scripting goes, too.

First drafts are first drafts and discipline is more important than motivation and all that. It’s true. But it still comes down to the fact that sometimes nothing happens. I can spew words and doodles on a page and they’re literally that. Spewed word vomit. And while it’s good for the practice, it got me nowhere.

To everyone who’d say “but it showed you what not to do!”, well, no. No. I’m too pessimistic for that. Nothing has moved forward. I moved nowhere. For me, that’s more discouraging than sitting at my desk playing solitaire for the 2 hours I set aside every day to writing.

And, at the same time, sometimes that nothing turns into something, and six hours fly by without notice because I’m too busy flying down that groove that I’ve been scrabbling for for days.

In the meantime though it’s discouraging.

Absolutely discouraging.

Those nothing days just piling up and piling up and getting so many in a row that you can’t remember when the last something happened even was. The perfect days where everything clicks are so far and few between that it’s enough to make you walk away from it.

Guess it’s a good thing I’m stubborn.

-Kat

 

Current Page count: ~350. ish. super heavy on the ish.
Scripted Pages: 88
Thumbnailed Pages: 85